Trouble deciding

Hey, I've just recently started getting the ball rolling on getting everything to get top surgery but as time goes on I realize that I'm having trouble around if I want to keep my nipples or not. I really heavily lean towards not keeping them because I really like how no nipples looks, I would have so much anxiety if they weren't exactly as I wanted, and I really don't have any pleasant sensation from my nipples. The only thing that really is making me hesitant is that I don't know how others would react to it. Specifically, I'm really worried about my family members saying something about it looking weird. Did any of you have this worry as well?