It's life

Dear J,

It's been almost 2 years now since we last talked. I still think of you everyday. Not as obsessively, but the pain, still as bad as when we parted.

I've been through a lot. Some good, a lot of bad. I wonder how you are doing. I often wonder if you're still even alive. I wonder if you do wonder about me.

You will always be there, in the corner of my heart, my mind and my life. I no longer think about where we went wrong. Or dream about us finding each other again someday.

There will always be a shadow of you, in everything I do, in every person I meet. And there will always be that beat of pain everytime my mind wanders off to you.

I have accepted that. It's just life.

-Z