Wanting it

Last night I craved to take a peek on the socials to pass the time. As I was looking for it, actively scrolling on social media to see some sort of temptation, I feel like a part of me likes being tempted and seeing all NSFW which will eventually lead to on thing.

I have this feeling of wanting to do it, and like i can see it. It does feel overwhelming to the point of leaving my phone in other room. I don't have twitter and I occasionally use Instagram on safe mode. There is close to none NSFW content on my feed, trust I stayed all night swiping up looking for it. till I fell asleep.