I just want to feel feminine.

EDIT: you all are so incredible and supportive. Thanks for being here and knowing how to pick a gal up. I am very thankful this community exists. 🩷🩷🩷

I got labs back today.

Testosterone and DHEA elevated as usual (93, 501 respectively).

I’m so tired of shaving my face twice a day. My chin, neck, jawline is covered in dark stubble. I’ve tried birth control/aldactone combo for 2 years without relief despite my hopes that it would get better. I’ve been off that regimen for about 1.5 years.

I have a dermatology appt tomorrow to discuss hair removal skin care.

I’m just feeling extremely discouraged and unhappy with my face especially. In middle and high school there were boys that would publicly tell me to shave, and one person made a Facebook hate page calling me a manlady.

I have a therapist that I see weekly, am on Wellbutrin, and have a very kind husband. I exercise regularly, eat a healthy diet. Today I just feel so discouraged and needed a space to share w/ anyone who may feel the same + be able to provide some tips.