Feeling alone today

25M. 6 weeks clean. Saw my gpa today in the nursing home hes like 92 and had dinner and chilled w him, which kinda got me super depressed. We were talking about his wife dying and my mom dying, and how he wants to go. Super depressing and everyone in there is old as shit and at the very end, one dude was a damn navy seal in ww2 at pearl harbor killing japs, total badass, but now here he is just a pile of mush waiting to die. Shit sucks ass. Dont really have anyone to talk to right now and just have to put my head down and keep hustling and grinding on my own. Im happy to be sober and getting healthy and putting on weight and muscle, but still life kinda sucks fuckin ass and is lonely. I wonder if everyone feels this way