Overthinking therapists response to me sharing my attachment to her.. how would you interpret this?

Going to paraphrase but basically I emailed my therapist to explain my attachment to her because I noticed it for awhile but was nervous to bring it up. Basically I said I am fond of her, think of her between sessions and feel safe with her to the point where I wish she could hold me while I cry.. embarrassing I know. (Also nothing romantic she’s my parents age!) I also asked for her to record a voice note or send a nice message for me to look at in between sessions when I feel distressed.

Her response:

“Thank you for sharing.

We can definitely discuss your attachment further. I mentioned before that attachment isn’t inherently bad, but that statement was based on what you told me. There might be more to explore, and I encourage you to share when you're ready. It seems to be a source of concern for you. Oscillating between a desire to be open and a fear of rejection is challenging.

Instead of thinking in absolutes (normal vs. abnormal), I’m more interested in understanding how these feelings affect your life. I would love to delve deeper into this before reaching any conclusions. I realize that requesting a recording or a note might feel overwhelming; instead, let's focus on helping you develop the ability to soothe yourself when you're feeling distressed. In the meantime, guided meditations and breathing exercises could help. “

Of course I’m taking this as rejection.. and I’m sad now. Is this a bad response where she’s sick of me now? Meeting with her tomorrow and I honestly never want to talk about it again..