I've been repressing my bisexuality.

32M @ an embarrassing age to suddenly realize I'm bi.

I quit porn months ago. It's been great. My fantasies have been much more intuitive and less image based since quitting. It feels healthier for me after decades of use.

Anyways, men keep popping up in my fantasies every now and then. And suddenly, I realized it's not just a passive curiosity. I've been brushing these feelings off my entire life. Flashback to decades of crushes, urges to kiss and touch, uncomfortable romantic feelings...

I undeniably have romantic and sexual feelings I've been repressing. And today, it felt euphoric to finally realize this in myself.