Butch/lesbian as a gender

Idk if this is going to make any sense, but does anyone else use lesbian and Butch as their gender identity?

I (20) and always had like, a disconnect and felt like something was off gender-wise, like not-not a woman but also not a woman. Then I saw a comment on a video about being gnc that was like “I’m not a woman, I’m a lesbian” and I’m like YES YES THAT DESCRIBES IT SO PERFECTLY.

Like, I’m a lesbian, my gender is lesbian/butch. Just thinking about it is giving me such an insane sense of euphoria.

Also been considering doing a low dosage of T for a while, and I’m thinking about doing blockers first to see how I like it. Also thinking about top surgery but I’m unsure cause I always jump between hating my chest (not small but not big, I’m a C-cup) to LOVING the way it looks in a sports bra, like sometimes having tits makes me feel so masculine.

I love my community, I love being butch, I love being gnc, I love being a lesbian SO FUCKING MUCH!!🫶🏽🫶🏽🫶🏽