There's no shame in not liking kids.

I always knew I was CF, but for many years I tried to force myself to like kids because I felt obligated, like if I didn't, it would make me a bad person. Hell, I even got a Master's degree in special ed, with goals of one day becoming a teacher of the blind/visually impaired. Even though I would've worked in the K-12 education system, my job would've mostly been educating the teachers on how to create an accessible learning environment for the student. I'd probably only see the child a couple times a week to do Braille activities. Needless to say, life had other plans for me, and I realized that I can just as easily do the same kind of work with blind adults in a higher ed setting or something. The truth is that the older I get, the less I find I actually like kids, and I've realized that disliking kids doesn't make me a bad person, and it's OK not to.